“I am in love ( ??????) with my boyriend but he want’s spak, time for latenights with his young asdfadsf ”

I am in love ( ??????) with my boyriend but he want's spak, time for latenights with his young grilfriend and boys. He iqnore my calls and tells me I ??? him when I drop by to see wim. He told me to see a therapist. should I ? please help!