“I NO LONGER KNOW HOW TO APPROACH RELIGION. i BELIEVE IN GOD, But not THE catholic church that I WAS asdfadsf ”

I NO LONGER KNOW HOW TO APPROACH RELIGION. i BELIEVE IN GOD, But not THE catholic church that I WAS RACED IN. I WANT TO CONTINUE TO BE PART OF THAT COMMUNITY IN SOME WAYS, BUT IF I JOIN MY FAMILY AT MASS, I DON'T WANT TO BE OK HONEST BY AGREEING TO THE ???? CHANTS ( I BELIEVE IN ONE GOD, THE FATHER) WHAT SHOULD DO ?