“If I write the same entry in my journal (same theme, different situations) should I simply realize: asdfadsf ”

If I write the same entry in my journal (same theme, different situations) should I simply realize: Oh this is a trend in my life or should I try to change what's happening if I can even change it at all.nBasically, I'm bored.. I want to do something reckless like leave all belongings and travel - but everyone I know & I love thinks its too risky in today's economy. Is ignorance bliss?n-n23 yr old.