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In college, I thought that I would find a job in customer service, slowly take graduate school courses in computational linguistics, write fiction or slow days, and do research in information retrieval. Except - I cannot program, or else C++ scared me off. The only job I could times was data entry in health care . ??? 7 years - i don't know what to do