“I’m afraid it doesn’t end. You’ll always be worried for your child, even 20 years asdfadsf ”

I'm afraid it doesn't end. You'll always be worried for your child, even 20 years from now. What you need is not patience to make it through but to give yourself a break from time to time. Hire an overnight babysitter once a week and get some me time. Having balance makes you a better parent & so much happier.