“I finished my Phd, had a baby, and had my father die in 6 months too many life changes at once! I wa asdfadsf ”

I finished my Phd, had a baby, and had my father die in 6 months too many life changes at once! I want from being in a (overly?) intellectually stimulated enviroment u/my father to guide me to a new mom, with a smaller said circle and one fever parent . It is hard to remember/know/learn who i am. Thoughts?