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START I feel torn creatively and in life. I've been doing Stundup comedy and aM sometimes fairly good at it but it's been years and I still haven't really taken off or had a clear definite rise up the ladder. I also enjoy writing and have been told I'm a good writer and have and have had some success with what creative writing I've done should I quit standup and put my energy into writing or both I suffer from hestiancy and fear of tremendous competition and possible failure.