“It sounds to me like you may have a fear of closeness. I’m guessing that you’re so givin asdfadsf ”

It sounds to me like you may have a fear of closeness. I'm guessing that you're so giving that you react to bad behavior by not seeing it. You dismiss it cheerily or blame yourself. You know you can't tell good from bad people & it makes you anxious. Start paying attention and don't make excuses like hoping people will change you deserve people who support you, So back away from those who fear you down, your trust issues will go.