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It's wrong to think (like in a fairy tale) your heart will give you the answer in a flash of inspiration. You have to use your head. Make a list of all project & jobs & hobbies of your life & what you are curious about. See any trends? Pick 3 or 4 possible futures & seek out people living those decisions to advise you. Make a pros & cons list. Don't be afraid! Just make a start & I promise it will be easier than it seems. Don't delay!