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Let's not assume that forgiveness is merited just yet! Make a list of how you want to be treated & loved and see where is doesn't fit.nIt's also possible you have a depression thing making you irritable for no reason.nAsk friends to advise you- they are more lively to be seeing things clearly and I don't mean just friends who take your side automatically!