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You need to take the MTEL, the Massachusetts Tests for Educator License. It sounds like you need a mentor. Invite a real teacher out to lunch and brainstorm. Mark a day on your calendar in the next 30 days and invite friends over for a celebration & to motivate you to get going. Make a plan & start in believing you will gain energy as you go.